Dear Love,

It took everything inside me to send that text message...

..but I did and all it said was "hey"...

I dont know why I still have pain behind the fact that we didnt work out...
...wait...I know why...

I Loved You.

My first real love
...yup you were...

No physical, surprisingly, you still had my heart...

I gave you my all with hopes of you doing the same, but the equation was apparently uneven...

Now in a realtionship of nearly 2 years, him being the first in the physical, but you...you...

I knew I called you "Love" for a reason...

I am so in love now....

I appreciate the painful process.

I have grown drastically from the damage you did to my heart....

All the songs we said were ours..

Now I cant even listen to them...

ENOUGH about the past...

This is not a letter of complete reminiscence.

Love, Im releasing you...finally..

This way I can love this man,who is fully worthy of all my love, can have all of me...

With every letter of this note, you fade further into the past that's "untouchable"...

And Im okay with it..finally...

So before I try to reach out and keep you, and all the pain you carried,

Goodbye Love,

Goodbye...

♥Christian